few need to make a life complete...

this s the -probably-wrong translation of an old hiphop song from my original city , in the far far south of italy , it was a think too, despite i never filled my life, with balance and equilibrium ;

by teh way, im reallyhaving nice time, i had a little crise so

me days ago , but actually si passed, I should think that it was caused but the promixity of my mestruations...after 10 years i got how it works...X)

i dont knwo if i have mentioned in past posts about this magic boy, this kind of legend for me..that comes sometimes in my dreams, well i dreamed of him once again , tonight , it out of my powers, maybe coz i still want it, but i dont want want him, i don't knwo if it's clear, he is not for me, and surely i ma not for him , but how could i leave a kind of pervert desire??? pervert ones are the stronger;

by the way , even in my dream , it was clear i am not for him... sometimes happens, but this is not the place to speak about this kind of emotions, this s a place, or what is most pervert, forthings we cant say , coz people will direclty think u are mad, may you are...

today i ate again a bit more, but i don't feel it a problem, coz i won't make dinner, and im sure ill enter right in my calculations of calories, i estabilished to organize back my diet belonginig on target, new politcs is based on targets : tomorrow target... i can't say, its too hard, let's say just 3 hettograms less of today one, or maybe 1?? i dont remind my weight of today , i have a lot of numbers in my head, coz fuckign weight is rarely constant, mmm nono i think is just 1 hg less my target, so it means i can do it... lets see if i reach this goal , or maybe more!?.